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I Suffer the Unadulterated Joys of Self​-​Trepanation on My Journey into the Abyss

from My Revenge by BenzoR II

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Misery, atonement, and my perpetual spite
I have no more dreams but only a preposterous plight
Found betwixt extinction and the creation of life
I long for peace but suffer every malicious demand

Mandated order through chaos, but for whom we’ll crucify?
Affable maladies reign in my battle for lucidity
As strangers here we are hanging and ready
The gallow pulls me like a string to the furnace

Never again
Will I ever have to hear a sound
Never again
Will I ever have to endure any sounds of laughter

Angels bring cruelty for their battle I rage
I sharpen my scythe, I have only myself to quell
I wish to make known, all my weapons against me
but I awake drenched in a sweat within a dream of my choosing

Never again
Will I ever have to hear a sound
Never again
Will I ever have to endure any sounds of laughter

My worthless confession, a perpetual cycle, an androgynous presence, crushing another vow
A life without fear, and a death without meaning, an ambiguous contentment, for this curtailed flame
An artificial extremity, my sacred fortress, divides exhibitions and seethes as they all leave
Many crass humanoids, dig aimlessly through the dirt, and when have we ever had so much time on our hands?

So why must I endure? When another life awaits! My narcosis still persists, and I remain no one at all
The living perpetually haunt me, corruption is the corpse of the body! Deathly mass brings disparity and enacts my apostasy

So many muffled cries, these screeches become overwhelming. What can we share when we have everything? This happy home has destroyed my body
Another ghost in the window, and it could be someone I know. These faces serve as a reminder, and I’ll ensure no one will reach me here!

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from My Revenge, released September 22, 2022

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BenzoR II Port Talbot, UK

EGREGIOUS BLOOD RITUALS PERFORMED UNDER THE COMMAND OF THE GRIM TORMENTOR

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grimtormentor.bandcamp.com

benightedillusion.bandcamp.com

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